Capricorn Cornucopia Treasury →
Awoke shaking from a dream in which I went back to my ex only to have him leave me again the year later. We were living in a crappy falling down apartment in Israel and when he came to tell me he’s living, I got so upset. I was crying and yelling. I was so scared to be alone. Then I mentioned that even aside of the emotional pain I won’t have anywhere to live because I wasn’t...
New loves for the New Year →
A very cool treasury I’m in.
Snow & Fir Trees
I know why the caged bird sings
A little bookI finished today, the words are a poem by Maya Angelou.
New Years Resolution
The question that I ask myself everyday: Would he shoot me more if I were younger \ thinner \ more beautiful, or is it just how he is, in a relationship, and has nothing to do with me. Same goes for sex.
Last night I dreamed about drawing
I think it might be time for me and Ned to resume our “going out to one thing every day” routine from last year. Even just thinking about it make me what to throw up (though it might just be all those Rogalach).
I’ve had a craving for those since the weather became so cold. Strangely enough, when I lived in Israel and Rogalach was basically at every street corner, grocery store and bakery, I can’t remember ever really wanted one. So, today I finally made some, it was complicated, took a long time, made a lot of dirty dishes and contains way more sugar, butter and eggs then what I usually use...
Just spend half an hour writing an answer to a stranger woman in a forum who’s upset because her husband doesn’t help with chore. I’m sure she’s not going to understand half of what I wrote anyway, mostly, she just wanted to hear that she was right and he was wrong. I could write to friends, talk to Ned, call my sisters, work on actual important relationships with actual...
Tumblr I hate you
The first time in months I’m actually writing something more then a paragraph long and it doesn’t post or saves… Damn, damn, double damn!
I’m not a super great cook, but usually I can manage decent meals for me and Ned with something fancy every now and then. Sadly, the past week everything failed… All I got was nice photos, but the food itself, bla! Meat pot pie, with the crust too buttery (yes there is such a thing) and too salty that made Ned throw up. See this pastry? 2 hours work, cause it has yeast in it....